Kerting ♥ Pangkor

Time flies, day pass and a new month approaches. Welcome december, bye november!

Wooh, within these few weeks, eyes saw a lot of beautiful things.

I ♥ 27 november because i had stepped on the sand of pulau pangkor finally. Yeahhhh!

Some of my friends said I live in paradise island when they saw the pictures of the island. Paradise or not, it is a very good place, a very neat little island here in Malaysia, on the north west coast. Have you been here?

On the islands there's a variety of wildlife while the smaller atoll are basically white sand beaches and rocks.

In the end, i fall in love with it. ♥ Because Pulau Pangkor is very well known for the white sand beaches, canoeing, jungle treks, bright stars, snorkeling, jet-skiing. What i like the most is crystal blue waters and excellent food, especially dessert. Hmmmm. :)

The beautiful scenery baffles description, the setting sun glorified the scene. I think the scene was always embedded in my memory.

In there, it's quiet and relaxing for us. But for my brother, it was just opposite. Because he can't bring his wife, miss computer along. HAHA!

 

In short, gorgeous and awesome! It's the ultimate Malaysian holiday destination. Whatever you imagine, Pangkor has it! Okie okie, maybe not for everybody because no disco's here. ;)

♥ without a word

I should have done that. I should have ignored it like something i couldn't see.
I shouldn't have looked at you at all. I should have run away. I should have acted like i didn't hear it like something I couldn't hear. I shouldn't have listened to love at all.

Without a word , you let me know love. Without a word, you give me love.
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this.
Without a word, love leaves me. Without a word, love tossed me away.
what should I say next? My closed lips were surprised on their own.
Coming without any words..

Why does it hurts so much? Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore and that you are not here anymore.
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word, i waited for love. Without a word, love hurts me.
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky.
Without a word, firewell finds me. Without a word, the end comes to me.
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations.
It came without a word.
Without a word, it comes and leaves. Like the fever before.
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while.
Because in the end, only scars are left.

Thank you, 404. :)

...Finally i had leaved KDU after 1 and half year. Wooh! Although the time is short, but time is no importance when it concerns real friendship. Here, i met them. A friend is never a coincidence in my life, they are meant to enter my life to bring me joy and laughter. Yes, they are my 404' friends. :)

The times we shared is like a shooting stars, the time is short but it is really a lot of beautiful moments for me.
The memory....Walked out to eat during lunch time although under HOT sun. Bradon's favourite place KFC, laksa behind Giant, New world park, 5 dollar set lunch, wan tan mee.... Ahh ha! And our favourite's white curry mee.

We talked a lot during class, especially mr.radio. Eye stare technique is always used by we girls to transmit the news that don't want let the guy know. Shhhhh...Secret! Will pass sweets during class, is miss pang's job! Miss pang ah miss pang...
Though we're not spend so much time together, but friends' birthday we never forget. Wooh, i had ate a lot of cakes with you all in the end.

Every end of month was our death time, monthly test KILLED us! We hate monthly test, we hate monthly report that sent to home. But we still survive in the end. Weeeh! But after this, I think i'm gonna miss the time teasing a couple of mrs.cheah and mr.cheah. Will always remember 404's senstitive words: SHORT, DARK, BLACK. Miss our sitting place in the class, mr.cheah, happy not can sit with me? HAHA! No more chance i can dicuss people' profile picture with the girls. No more chance i can see my friends EMO in the class. No more, because it came to full stop. :(

Knowing them has made me happy in a million ways. The different characters carried by themselves had enter my life, because they are mafia, tomato, potato, off-white, stick, ju-on, prince, frog, mrs.cheah, mr.radio......
Friends are like colour pencil, and you all had coloured my life. Thank you my friends. :D

A place that never forget, fourth floor!

The friendship is not a game to play nor a word to say. It doesn't start on 8 jun and end on 16 november but it is yesterday, today, tomorrow, everyday and forever. I believe that distance never separates us. Goodbye and take care my friends.

♥ Starting today

We had a date, I stood you up
You tried to call but I didn't pick up
See I forgot about our plans..
Please forgive your man for ruining your night so many times

I'm sorry, I know you're mad
And I don't wanna be like every other man that you've had
So I'm stopping all these childish things, girl, you mean too much to me
Your love is worth too much to lose

Girl, I know I broke your heart and trusting me is really hard
But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today
I know that I'm the one to blame, you say every man's the same
But watch how quick I change my ways.. starting today, starting today
Girl, I'm starting today..

You're tired of playing the kiss and make up game
And I apologize for the man I became
If I could do it all again, I wouldn't hurt my best friend
And I'd throw away all my selfish ways

I'm sorry, I know you're mad
And I don't wanna be like every other man that you've had
So I'm stopping all these childish things, girl, you mean too much to me
Your love is worth too much to lose .

Girl, starting today.

In the end, i'm fall in love with the song. ♥

Tomato life D:

Love has great potential to enrich your life.
But if you are just playing a role, pretending to love, it's only going to poison you.
Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game, and slowly but surely you will lose the capacity to open in love.

They said we're too old to play hide and seek but given a chance, sure everyone willing do anything to hear someone say, 'I found you!'

And I found a nice-looking tomato when cooked just now. So bad, inside my stomach now. D:
Love is just like a tomato, it looks sweet.
But sometimes it tastes sour inside.
Yea, what can said is everything is not under our predicted.

Study, bye!

It's time.

Tsamina mina eh eh

Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa

It's time for exam. Gahhhhhhhhhh

My war was started today.

Stress continuous adding on me. Single, double, triple. 

Afraid that i could not afford it all, 24 hours per day is totally not enough for me.

Sometimes felt that's not real me. But, no idea, no time to care this.  

And i miss home-cooked food so much. Miss the time chatting with dad, just whatever topic. Miss my two little cousins. What can i said is miss everything in home. ;(

But not plan to go home yet, and my dad said he'll go find me on weekend. Noooooooooo, i'll feel more miss than that after they leave.  

Owwwwwwh, tired. Gonna sleep, bye!

Is sunday :) :(

Owh, how nice the day. My parent came hostel SPOTCHECK me.  O.O
Brought a lot of food indeed, especially cake, mango, and Mooncake!
TOUCHHHHH. :)

How wish i can follow them back,  then i'm sure my brother will headache again when see me. HAHA.
*Should give him a suprise next time.
Saw my dad purposely showed his funny expression when saying goodbye to me, i'm just cracked out laughing. LOLLL.
I like his expression lah, beh tong him nia.

How time flies, my sister had fly back to study today. Aizz.
No one will cooperate with me to tease my brother. Gone lah, i'm sure lose.
No one will help me tidy up my room when i went back.
Gonna fly to find her in this year end after my exam. *Excited.

Today was my grandma's birthday.
Suppose on this day, we should have a birthday celebration, but it won't happen anymore.
I miss her sorely everyday. :((((((((((((((((((((
Feel so sorry for not going the praying.

That's all, good night!

Complain study, show food.

Indeed i can post up my blog yesterday night, but because of my careless , all gone. Arghh.
What to do now, retype! Gahh.

Recently had to force self wake up early, because how good of my lecturer keep adding extra class for us, caused my sleeping time cut into half.  HALF! T_T
Just like yesterday, 4 hours chemistry continuous. 2 hours biology. :S

These few days, just our pre-u deparment student start study. Whole college very quiet, just two classes are switching on the light. People holiday, we study. And canteen's uncle also in holiday too!

Sometimes suppose should have an airy mood when listening music, walk to college. Just imagine, what an enjoyable! But BUt BUT if need walk under HOT sun, do you think still an enjoyable? Wheather is hot recently, just can feel contact lens will melt inside eye.

Love the evening most. It's windy sometimes. The road is quiet. Walking alone is nice. :)

I had stopped my food catering long time. Lunch, dinner had to cook with friends. You know la, i'm not a housewife or chef, the looking not very nice is of course but can pass at least. ;)
First try use mushroom soup to cook spagheti. Easier, nice and tasty! 

We like potato, especially emily. ;) 



We had try to cook chicken curry many times, but the taste still a bit weird.

Will try again on next!

Sometime lazy, cook noodles is the easiest and fastest way.

*Still wondering what should eat for later lunch, Ahhh, Delivery!

Okay, that's all. Bye!

I talk crap. :S

Oh yes! Blogging is the way to let my mind relax.
But no words can express my stress now.
No one could understand. T__T

You said me changed, i'm not agree. I smiled a bitter smile.  :S
But now, i realized what you meant.
Duih, you should understand i'm forced to do that.

Okay. Have to hit on books again.
Good night people.

Blahhhh!

Good morning people, is 3.00am now.
My brain is temporarily out of function. Body is low in battery. And all because of chemistry's fault. It killed my every brain cell in every second. T__T

Screamed when a lot of question mark appeared inside my mind. Pulled my hair when i can't find answer after thousand tries.
Ee kho will just ignored me and called me 'Shut up lah, siao zha bor!'  HAHA. :D
*I can sure after my exam, my hair will become less.

I hope i can have a off dayyyyyyyyyyyy!
Wake up late. Watch tv while eating snack. Talking nonsense topic with friend. Watch pps. Movie marathon. Go night market drink bubble milk tea. Go mamak eat roti canai. Just want do everything in slow motion even brush teeth. Can i?
Can, dream later Tan Ker Ting.

Today had spent my whole day in library with master, Ju-on! :)
*Hit on books.

.....until nobody left. Because it's time for library to close.

Ahhh ha! I had found my two watches finally. Gooooooooood!
Okay people. Is time to sleep, good night :e

First step.

Sometimes you had to tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing can stop you now.
But if the step backwards is so much easier and safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough?

Think it, sure a lots in your mind now.
Well. For me is family of course. :)

Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for me, is one of those times.

Decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step.
Well said easy, do it diffcult. But at least we should have a try, right?

One day, when you knew how ur path should going on, i'm sure you will love your life.
And you will feel like today better than yesterday while tomorrow sure will better than today.  :e

Ohh, Study time! Bye.

Gloomy. :/

Everything is not running smoothy around her within the two months. :/

She hate 21 July forever.
How sullen in her heart when had to view hospital from hostel everyday. Tears welled up in her eyes when recall back a poignant memory. :'(
The truth, if you ask need how much time to accept it? Then you will get NO answer for that.
Unwilling to accept it.
But well, everything had over. We are okay.  Too bad is just we can't back to the pass anymore. 
Thanks my coursemates and friends which hold me up always.

I had spent many nights to complete it, and she showed a thumb up with a smile to me.  :)

也许因为天注定， 我们是快乐一家；就是因为缘分，我是您的孙子。一大家三十余人口，约十七九个是您的孙子，奶奶，或许你是最幸福的那一个。

Ya, the next! I get the As result finally. Just like SHIT!

It's 6 and 7.

Is JULY.  Is JULY.  Is JULY.
What i'm waiting for when the month comes to my eyes?
Sure is the sixth day. *eyes blinksssss.
I love the date because it's simple number. Simple just like me. Againnnnn?
Simple just like me! Winks. ;)
Is in buoyant mood whole day. Is playful. Woootss. Can you felt it?

Was received a lot of wishes from friends when the day was started.
Birthday songs, wishes, cakes, presents. Thanks all. :p
Heah hooi jing was in KL. How bad she can't spent my day with me. *No thanks for her.


A thousand of awesome, sweet, crazy moments with the fellow. Just imagineeee it.
I had spent my day with college' friends. The funny moment were we're lost on the way to raja uda.
How come? GPS was crazy on that time.
Why? Maybe it is in bad mood, i think.

And we went there for....

A place i went for many times, but this time was different. Even people, environment or feeling.
A place that full of a lot of memories for we, 404.
A place that gave my stomach full always.
A place that finished up my day there. It's you, SOHO.

They gave me a suprise birthday celebration. How was it?
My name was called from DJ while i'm busy talking. And emily just like 'hoii, your name ah!'
I was pop-eyed with amazement. Mind thinking: Is my name? Goshhhh!

Awwwwww! A birthday song was suddenly played. All people there wheeled round in amazement too.
Candle's light came nearer and nearer to me.
Who'd have thought it? Wooooo! Amazing moments.
I love the moments. Can just the times stop at the moments?

The shock left me numb. :S
Friends, thanks everything you all done. I love the presents so much. Kumawo. :))

Thought everything had end up on my day.

But not yet, the plan still going on.

The next day, when i decided to take my bag and going home, BUT when just opened the door, i heard a birthday song.

Shock! Shock! Shock! Nothing to say. What's going on?

Turn and see, a cake was at there!

 

What you all done brought me a wide, a sweet smile.

Was touched beyond words.

Was nineteen, no more eighteen.

The last teen years, no more teen years next.

I had heard a lot people said it.

NO! Is wrong. I still have plenty of teen years to go as i like.

Who care about age? Just ignore it, because i'm still young. Wooh!

Hope everything on me will always fine and smooth and to whom 's viewing my blog now. :)

What to write? Something happened around. :p

FINALLY! I'm free to blog.
Recently always went hospital after class. Everyday just the same. Is tired sometimes. But grandma's smile caused my tiredness fly away. Yea, is worth for me.

Even sometimes i could take my own leave and stay at home, i still need to take care cousins. Is Three! Three!
Was mum's order and i had no reason to reject. Because mum and aunt had to go hospital to take care my grandma. What can i replied to her was Yes madam! Yes madam! What a good daughter.

What to do. Step by step. In the end my own time gone. Pheeew~
Early morning had to wake up early for their school. But they always wake up early than me. Good!
Indeed they scared i can't wake up. I had told them, don't worry, my mum will morning call me. One morning i had received 2 morning calls from their mum. And i slept back. Yawnnnn.

Prepared lunch. Instant noodles can or not? NO! My mum will kill me!
Fetched them go tution. And they are in different times different places for tution. WELLLLL!
Dinner. One want eat noodles, one want eat rice. Sorry, no choice for them. Follow me. HAHA.
Anyway they are cute. *If they don't fight out.

Ahhh! One more to talk!
Yesterday i felt my dad is CUTE. Is the conversation with him.

Dad: Later i bring you go McD eat, okay?
Me: Don't want. I'm still full.
Dad: Why? Go la. Go la.
Me: What's wrong with you?
Dad: Because i want collect the coca-cola glass.
Me: HAHAHA. But i don't like to eat set meal 1. 5 dollar charge if you want me eat.
Dad: Okay. I paid all. If can, go eat many set as you can. =.=
 
And today i had eat at hostel and get the glass.
 

  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Is M-unit gathering again. Blah!

Wootssss. Is kerting write about marketing unit's event.
Gathering again, success again!
Well, this time attendance is great except xuan hong absent. He's having exam while we're having gathering. We deliberately want. He's going to kill me if he saw this. ;)

What to do. Same as usual.
A moive watch : A-team. That is an interesting movie. Some more talk about movie? Ermm. Yea. I know why hee chiew always mentioned that they are A-team. LOL.
Dinner at nottern beach. How nice of the scene while the sea is asleep. Football watch? Want but time are not allowed.
Shopping plan FAIL. How dissapointed for we girls. :(

This time, we had an overnight stay at gold coast resort. Thanks to birthday master, chuo ying.

The view of skyline is at once awesome. Grand. The beautiful night scene regaled our eyes. Woooo. :)

At first, we planned to give chuoying a suprise belated birthday celebration. Believed that he will shout "Awwwww! It's shock!" like mad when saw us suddenly took out the cake and song for him. Unfortunately we FAIL. And he just like ' Aiyaaa'.  What a funny response he gave. HAHA.
We cheerrrrrr!

How time flies! Tik tok tik tokkkkkk. Is the next day.
They went for swimming. For me, sleep is the most important. heah hooi jing too.

I missed the time we 4 girls crowded in bed by sharing blanket together. We talked, we laughed. Ahhh, we talked about ghost story. What can i said is snug, comfortable and warm. :p

Oh, how nice the gathering! Marvelous! Looking forward for the next.

I feel not good. In my heart. :'(

Is sullen because had not ample time to sleep. Mind was in a tumult whole day.
Dejected after received call from mum early morning. It gave me a shock to be told grandma was seriously ill and she was sent to ICU midnight.

Everyone seemed downcast after heard grievous news. But what can we do? :(
It make us down. Everyone looked tired in hospital.
And i'm unhappy. Seriously. *Want shout loudly as much as i can. Ahhhhhhhhhh!

The feeling when step in ICU is how pathetic! I hate it. 
She had operation today and she tough enough. A thumbs up for you, grandma!

I still remember you told me i'm the grandchildren who easy to coax when i'm small.
You laugh at me but i like. Tell me more when you recover. I'm waiting.
Stay tough, because we need you.

I'm feeling blue today.

Our beloved miss lim

BLUE. I'm blue in mood morning. And she seemed very downcast. T__T

Was the last day she teached us. Our beloved miss lim.

 

Appreciate the year, the days, the time you teaching us. Is inspiring us. 

Miss your reminder a lot. *Kerting, remember do pass year! *Work harder, get a good result next time.* To Find Out this... *How do you all think, try and see. *Dont' forget exam coming nearer. Remember study!

Ohh ya! You don't like student late in class and last year i'm always the student. Come on, i stay hostel and still need walk so far, sure late. Can forgive want. *Grins.

A thousand times she said, a thousand times i heard but i fail in promise always. How bad. :(
I hate the exercise you give but i like the break time you give. XD

You raise us up. You give us a great support. You give us a smile whenever we're in desperate on difficult question. Unfortunately, we don't have a chance to sing a song for you. But we really praticed in class yesterday. Nvm, next time! I din't pratice well yet. :p

I had no idea why she resigned her post. But i hope she will have a bright future next. We'll miss you and waiting you to come back visit us.  

Thanks teacher. :)

The days after exam. :)

My AS exam was finished last thursday. It's bring me a wide smile on my face. :)
But there's no holiday for me. So, a frustrated look on my face. :S

Like what i said in facebook " People holiday, I exam. After exam, people still holiday, but i start class. It's killing. T__T

But at least i had done some from what i want.
An unforgettable time with the girls. A big K room and whole cinema hall. Awwwww! It's totally our day. Junie cheong, we really enjoyed the time with you together. Your tomata egg! I want eat! I want eat!

Had a non-stop eating at Town Steamboat with yee en, wei lin, hee chiew and wei xin.. It's the funny moment what can i said. Thanks for help me to carry my stuff.
Jogging with the fellow. I can wake up early! Movie Movie Movie! It's nice. XD.

Ahhhh! One more.
I went back to secondary school for campfire. Gather with scouts and had a lung talk whole night. I had really awesome moments with you guys. And i can't wait for next gathering.

Ohh. It's time for me to cook dinner. Bye